Damn those little things..

There were some pictures.. and that guy in Titanic, wearing that "Watchmen"-t-shirt.. and here I am, missing you..

"..There is the beauty that some can behold.."

I've taken a couple new tattoos on my right arm. In December I took a text from Alter Bridge song Ties That Bind. The text "The risk is worth the gain" has many meanings to me (not going to explain any of them, you readers can understand it any way that suits you). Latest tattoo I took about three weeks ago, a picture of Nikki Sixx. It also has some deeper meanings, I can assure you I didn't take it because he's Nikki Sixx from Mötley Crüe. The picture is taken from the front cover of Heroin Diaries. It's all about having the positive attitude no matter what kind of obstacles life brings. You may be down but if you're at the bottom, there's only one direction, up. If you're open minded enough you'll see that there's beauty everywhere, even in misery. There's a reason to every fight that life puts us go through and life won't put us through more than we can bear. We'll grow stronger by every obstacle we beat, we'll get closer to our goals. Our destiny is in our own hands, it's not something that just happends. And then there's ofcourse a hint about choosing you're addiction and choosing it wisely. Mine (and Nikki's as well): photography and music. Not necessarily in that order. :)

So long burnout..

.. and welcome new, interesting challenges.

When the going gets tough..

..it's wonderful to realize how great friends I have. Love you all!!

Not the devil you think

You keep pushing me away.. but I'm not going anywhere.

Misery business

You got scared after my confession, didn't you.. Even though I told you that I realize I don't stand a chance with you. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy. Even if it would happen with someone else instead of me. I believed in you. I believed that you could handle the truth. We've gone through so much together that I wasn't ready to give up on our friendship. We've laughed together, cried together, talked for hours, we have slept together.. But it seems like it didn't mean as much to you as it does for me.

Even though you seem like a million miles away right now (although living almost next door to me), I have no regrets. I know I've made a few mistakes but at least I was honest. And besides, you are My Favorite Mistake.

Doomed and Gloomed

Lost my love, my best friend.. and my appetite.