One of these days

Some people just have that calming effect.. no need for words, it's enough to see that they are online, hanging there in the background. Being able to read their name on the screen makes one smile. Simply got to love that.

And the other ones.. to whom you can just burst out all of your thoughts, good and bad. And they always manage to say the right words. And just letting you put those words out there they calm your upwired nerves. Friends like that should be (and ARE) valued way up high.

Letters with L

People often seem to think they know each others.. mainly that can be even the truth. But sometimes it's fun to reveal something that people don't have a clue of..

This is my confession...

I write letters. Those old fashioned pieces of paper stuffed in an envelope. I write letters basically to every people I consider close to me. I write letters about anything and everything, letters telling I miss you, letters about my goals, about my ambitions, letters with a lot of "I love you's", love letters even.. Sometimes it's just a little note stuffed in an envelope with the name on it, sometimes many pages of wandering thoughts written in the middle of the night.. Some of you might now think that you haven't got any of those letters.. That's true. I write letters that I'll never send.. You'll probably see them first after my death.. (There's a mission to my sister or brothers, try to find all the rightful owners of those letters after I've passed, hahaa..)

So, still think you know me..? Still got some surprises up my sleeve.. ;)

Some do, some don't, I might

Naughty or nice?
You can guess
once or twice.
I'm definitely more
on the devil's side..

Ties that bind

All the good ones are taken already...

Riot for everyone/No to censorship

The thing is: Facebook deleted the picture below from Nikki Sixx fanpage in Facebook because they find it offensive/pornographic. Yet Facebook lets teenagers have profile pictures that are more revealing, pictures that are meant to be sexual.

The fans of Nikki Sixx took the matter to their own and started changing their Facebook profile pictures to the cover of the single. As they see it, this picture is a work of art and it shouldn't be censored. More than that, it is also a statement of us all being equal and beautiful no matter what we look like on the outside. The message is simple and it is best told in the new Sixx AM video. Beauty can be found in odd places.

Not only changing their profile pictures in Facebook, fans have spread the word all over the internet and the revolution can be seen also in Twitter. The pictures by Nikki Sixx are provoking, no doubt about that. But there's also some rough beauty in them. And besides, isn't art supposed to be provoking? Isn't it a good thing that it starts discussion about things that are wrong in this world? After having so many wars and riots so that we can have the freedom of speech and the freedom of expressing ourselves our own way, are we going to give up on that freedom just because Facebook (or any other company) tells us? Are we letting them to define what is art and what isn't? I don't think so..

And it seems like I'm not alone thinking like that.

More about the subject can be read also from Nikki Sixx vs. Facebook

Isn't it ironic?

About two years ago my life seemed to be nothing but a huge mess. I was nearly breaking down, almost felt like having a burn-out. I made quite a big sacrifice back then and left a bunch of people behind, some of them really important to me and some who didn't mean a thing to me at the end of the day. And I survived, I got back on my feet and took a grip of my life again.

Lately, I've felt tired and fed up again. To put it nicely, I can't really say I like my job. Certain moments just seem to remind me of the things I'm missing in my life. And see what happens? One by one, those people I left behind are coming back to me, those who meant something to me already back then and still do today. And little by little I notice I'm a survivor once again. The sun is shining between the clouds and the wind is slowly blowing those clouds aside. Today, I am tired but I can't stop smiling.

"..Life has a funny way helping you out when you think everything's gone wrong.." :)

Disconnect?

It seems so pointless to me.. You told me how wonderful it is that I'm taking things the way I do, when I said that we'll be friends again like we used to be: we'd laugh to silly things that others don't get, we'd talk about pretty much everything and you'd be my midnight therapist.. And then.. after telling me that, you broke the connection. No communication at all. Not at all. Not in any way.

Why is that? Were you falling for me? Was I supposed to shed a tear for you? Do I even want to know? Or should I just let this go?

Whatever the reason, I'm missing you, my friend.. my partner in crime.