Greatful.

Here I sit once again in awe.. wondering what did I do to deserve you two in my life. And feeling thankful of it. I guess I would be a total mess without you two..

J, you've been there a long time. You know more about me than anyone else (except maybe my little sister) and there's no friend I'll trust like I trust you. You've listened every story I've had to tell about my life, no matter happy or sad, no matter how twisted. I just hope I've been at least partially as good friend to you what you have been for me. And I hope you all the good in life because it is definitely what you deserve. You have earned it at least a thousand times by being kind and warm and by opening your huge heart for an outcast like me. You've made me laugh when all I felt like was crying and you've brought happy tears to my eyes when I thought nothing could touch my soul anymore.. I'm not sure if I can ever pay you back all the support you've given to me but I'm sure as Hell ;) gonna try my best.

A. We never really knew each other before and I guess we still have a lot of work to do on that.. but I am glad that you are a part of my life today. You are THE best friend of my most trusted friend, so I don't see any reason why I shouldn't trust you as well. You speak very little but when you do.. with just a few words you say more than some people say during their entire life. And you actually mean every word you say. You promise something and you keep it. And you promise a favour without asking what the favour is.. One just gotta respect that. And the sparkle in your eyes and the passion in your voice when the talking turns to music.. blind and deaf is the one who can't notice it. And it feels good to share that passion with someone who gets it without explaining (doesn't it?!).. I really do hope we'll be sharing many of those talks in the future. And hopefully not only about music.. :)

Damn I love you guys.

The big deal

It never stops to amaze me how happy other people can make you.. I can barely understand this overwhelming happiness that comes from having those certain people in my life.. The little things: the person you thought dislikes you opening up and talking and talking and talking, hugs and smiles, little compliments hidden in a sentence, a friend giving you the ride home, sharing a music experience with someone that understands and feels it the same way you do, that right person online just when you need and miss him/her the most..

I can't stop smiling.

Gimme the beat boys..

Gig on Friday was great and Ville Tuomi was fantastic.. but.. no matter what, my heart beats along with the bass..

Uncle Kracker - Drift Away