2012-01-23

Misery business

You got scared after my confession, didn't you.. Even though I told you that I realize I don't stand a chance with you. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy. Even if it would happen with someone else instead of me. I believed in you. I believed that you could handle the truth. We've gone through so much together that I wasn't ready to give up on our friendship. We've laughed together, cried together, talked for hours, we have slept together.. But it seems like it didn't mean as much to you as it does for me.

Even though you seem like a million miles away right now (although living almost next door to me), I have no regrets. I know I've made a few mistakes but at least I was honest. And besides, you are My Favorite Mistake.

2012-01-09

If only..

If only I could
take away your pain
I would.
If only I could
mend your heart
I would.
If only you would
really see me
I could..