2010-03-08

Stress level high/breaking down

Overwhelming stress is pushing me down, towards the ground.. Feel like I can't take it for long.. tired, mentally, just want to cry. Out of money, can't pay my bills.. reposessors will probably soon be knocking behind my door.. work/practice has killer schedules and it's taking over my thoughts even on free time..  my back and my hands are killing me, hurts like hell.. my iPod broke down and I can't live without my music.. can't sleep because worrying all the time.. even breathing is getting harder day by day..

Life is simply too hard at the moment..how much one can take, how much one have to suffer..??

I know I can't take this much longer.. I need help. I need a hug. I need a job that gives me paychecks that pays my bills. I need that special someone. I need to get out of this shit. I need a break.. before I break.

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