2014-10-25

Minimum motivation

I've been employed in the same company for 1,5 years now plus my practice period.
So.. all in all about two years.
My work load has grown.
So has my knowledge.
I'm barely doing anything that relates to what I've studied for.
My only motivation each and every morning for going to work is my monthly paycheck.
I'm trying really hard to figure out what is the asset or bonus in learning things that are as interesting to me as a bullet to my head.

The problem is that I'm not sure what would be suitable job for me.
Although, I think I'd be happier shoveling shit in a pig house than what I am with my current position.
When I was 13 years old, I said I'd like to work in advertising business as art director or copywriter.
Now, I think my dream job would be something where I can do things with my hands.
Carpenter. Painter. Writer. Car mechanic. Something.
Something that doesn't require me sitting 8 hours a day in an office. With engineers.
Something that allows me to use my creativity.
Something with less stress, with more attractiveness.
Something with less straining working hours.

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