2010-12-01

Tattoos & Tequila

If you didn't know it yet, I absolutely love Mötley Crüe. After saying that I must say that they've given me sort of mixed feelings lately. I just finished reading Vince Neil's book "Tattoos & Tequila - To hell and back with one of rock's most notorious frontmen". Loved it almost as much as I did love "The Dirt" and "Heroin Diaries". But as said.. mixed feelings.

I do get his feelings about that his bandmates let him down when he was in jail and when Skylar was in hospital for the cancer treatments. Plus the Razzle incident. But I do understand his fellow bandmembers as well. To react to the situation correctly, so to say, they should've had their own shit together.. and they sure as hell didn't have their shit together. Besides, Nikki agreed to give an interview for his book and did NOT say one bad thing about Vince.. okey, he spoke mostly about the band and mentioned himself a couple of times too much, but still.. kinda seems like the only one Mr Neil ends up hurting is himself. And he even said in the book that somewhere deep down they surely love each others.. why not let the old thing go, be by-gones..? Why not just simply open his mouth and tell straight to their faces that "hey guys, I love you and shit, but I was hurt by the things that happened" and then move on..? It can't be that hard. Focus on the good things you've had, right?

Yet at the same time I see the resemblance in my own life.. but all can't be equally trustworthy friends, as well all things said and done just can't be forgotten. But at least I try to learn about it.. and then I move on. I've tucked all the shit happened to me to the backpocket of my jeans so to say.. and try actively forget where I put it. :D Some things are easier to forget than others.. and to be honest, some things I don't even want to forget. Because if there ever comes more shittier situations with those same people from the past.. I'll just put my hand to my backpocket and shove that shit to their face. But I'm not looking to get my revenge, I'm not that pitiful person. I'll just keep those things in my mind just in case of emergency, sort of a back-up plan to distract people while I escape.. ;D

But about books.. can't wait for my "Tommyland" to arrive.. :) And I even ordered myself FINALLY my own "The Dirt".. I've already bought it twice but haven't got one for myself.. and while waiting, I'll drown myself to fantasy world created by Paul Hoffman, "The left hand of God".

2010-11-19

Hardcore

I found a song I fell in love with from the very first words. Love this band. And love this song even more. Here are the men of the month.. ;) Dedicate this for now to my little sister who has a moon&star -tattoo on her back that I've designed.. <3

Hardcore Superstar - Moonshine

2010-10-27

Undying wisdom about imagination?

"Imagination is the main difference. It might be the only difference between us and them (between me and them, between me and you).. Imagination makes an artist. Imagination makes EVERYTHING possible. And a little practise."
Quote by Lindiz (That's me alright!)


I was watching a movie tonight. Had a change of comments in facebook about watching movies. I told I'd rather enjoy a proper action-movie by myself, alone, than have company that can't stop talking or starts laughing during the hottest action-scene saying things like "no way, can't be done"... I think a little believing won't harm any of us.. Imagination DOES make everything possible. So what if it's against the laws of nature that the good-looking hunk is levitating in a TV show.. and someone tells you he's cheating somehow, it's a camera trick or whatever.. Or that Angelina Jolie as Fox in the movie Wanted curves a bullet to a perfect circle.. and then in comes Adam Savage with Mythbusters telling that it's not working like that in real life.. It doesn't necessarily mean that it can't be done. We just haven't figured out yet how to do it.. (Besides, Criss Angel IS HOT!! No matter, levitating or not.)

I could tell you about having a vivid memory where I levitate myself but you'd think of me as a crazy person after that.. guess you might think that already.. and besides, it might just have been a dream that I had as a teenager (a VERY vivid one). Probably I've read a few too many fantasy books with the drow, magicians, swordfights etc.. but I do hope that I'll never, ever lose my imagination or take for granted when someone says that such things are impossible to do.. Because if we lose our imagination like that, if we aren't able to dream about that kind of things, what's left for us really?!? Because it's the dreams, the imagination that drives people into inventing new things, creating new solutions, trying to make this world a better place.. and don't we all want this world to be a better place, for all of us?

I'm feeling really sorry for those people who can't imagine impossible things could happen. I'm sad for those people who don't dare to dream big..

And now I'm heading to my bed dreaming about a kiss.. it's a pretty huge thing for me, I'm not sure if I can imagine such thing to happen.. ;)

2010-10-17

Awesome

Our boys from TDT, The Dagger Thanks have published their first music video.. spot me in it if you can.. ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iX1EfT9x6w

2010-10-12

Lips of an angel

Lately, I've been having these dreams about kissing a certain person. I'm pretty sure (?) it has something to do with the fact, that I kissed that certain person not too many days ago. Of course I could be wrong with that..

The dreams that I have feel so real that I don't ever wanna wake up again. And when I wake up? I want to cry out loud of frustration. Oh why?!? WHYYYYY!!!?? For over a year I felt fine about being single, being by myself.. And just less than an hour ago I was having a nap. And in my dream I could feel his body next to mine, his arms around me.. and while we were lying there in the spoon position I could feel the kiss he gave to the back of my head.. I turned around and held his face with my both hands and kissed him and told him I....

I want to go back to sleep.. ;)